Two Days, Five Days. Rinse, Repeat.

Oh maaan how agonizing it is to have a full-time job! To think, we spend our whole lives in school to learn about how to be successful in life... and all we get is our butts kicked out the door after college and ordered to fend for ourselves, so we start from the bottom with a few dead-end jobs and for what? 

Man, if only ministry work would just fall into my lap right now.... 

You know, I wish with all my might I could just get paid to run my own label. I've had 5 year's experience. Can't say I'm the best, but I'm pretty good and have an incredible work ethic! Can't deny me of that, can you? 

People have come and gone that I've worked with, had beef with, and ultimately blessed anyway since I started the label. I was supposed to be the next Puerto Rican Em coz I had my own Dr. Dre, but like I said, people come and go... 

What I admire most about where God's leading me is that He's always given me the opportunity to make ammends with anyone I've bumped heads with. Lord knows that I understand the severity of making sure my "self" is kept out of the picture and no matter what, all I'm doing is for Him. This doesn't mean that I'm always in line with His plan... how many of us can walk a perfect/straight line in God's sight? 

Still, I know that no matter what goes on, there will be the two days of rest, two days of that bright sunny glory that await me soon as I close my eyes. I may have to work and tread on through the harsh trials during the week for five, long, agonizing days... but my solace comes from knowing the two of the seven that are mine outweigh my burdens. 

Abba Father, I am yours.