I'm on My Period (Part 2)

.... so what I was saying was... if I'm not constantly trying to win people's approval, I'm not a valid MC... a valid CEO... a valid friend. Period. I get no leeway. A LOT is expected from me at ALL times... but I feel as though my feet are going NO-WHERE. Seriously. I've spent the last 3 hours working on AMP'ed Radio... and no, don't get excited here... 3 hours of waiting for my slow computer to catch up with my pace on simply importing audio and simple volume and pan mixes... that's all. Nothing fancy, turns out, no matter how many files I trash out from my comp, I still have ZERO space left on my hard drive... ZERO. So, AMP'ed Radio is delayed yet again. I love AMP'ed Radio...but what the heck?People are actually SUBSCRIBED but I'm forced with so many tasks that I have to push lesser priorities aside... so again, when I have time for AMP'ed Radio I have to try and prove myself - AGAIN. 

That's all I do. I love being involved, but I can't be given simple tasks... I have to be expected to do lots... fully knowing my circumstances. I mean, I'm just going to say this and yes, I'm complaining, but WHAT THE HECK HAS HAPPENED TO THE HUMAN CONDITION? Since when have we become so dang self centered? Oh, but my simple protest here is self centered too, isn't it? HAHA so we're also into the phase of humanity where no one will accept their own accountability and whenever someone justfully addresses something, he's in sin for it. Lovely. 

I'm not going to name names, but people have left my label over the fact that Death2Self isn't at the status of super stardom right now.. and yes, it's been more than one person who's done this. Let me clarify: I DON'T HOLD ANY GRUDGES. Memory and gruding are two different  things, remember that. I do my best to maintain healthy relationships even with those who (GASP) have a different opinion of me and what I do!!! 

[Ahem...Continued in part 3]